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abt me ᛝ♡ᛝ

mai bdai is on national day of happiness,

march equinox, national ravioli day..

i f⨉cking LOVE ravioli.. ( ´͈ ٣ `͈) omfg..

national corndog day, world frog day,

and astrology day!!

i have adhd, and cannot get a clear diagnosis for bpd ⁄ npd (i also have possible pica: specifically for paper and string/yarn..)

i used to play in school musicals, often as a main lead! i also used to play violin

(i really want to again..)

i lvoe playing dating sims and i love visual novels..

i also spend a lot of my time alone (making avatars and building on roblox games..)..

rant below sorry

.. i wish i had more friends, so i stop getting trapped in a cycle of toxic friends that i cant stop going into.. im really struggling mentally, and i seriously miss this one guy i hate.. if anyone wants to speak with me, that would be rly nice.. as one of my closest friends went offline due to her strict conservative parents.. ՞߹ - ߹՞

additionally, i have huge issues with keeping friends. i unadd ppl off of random sporadic thoughts that make me think everyone hates me and i dont deserve good friends and it kind of sucks because i literally only have 2-3 friends which hardly come online (and im terminally online as i one can't get hired for a stupid job and two recently left education due to mental issues..)

okokokoko rantover im really stupid sorri might delete late r #landmine #jiraiposting #loser.

i am a boyfailure, and i have super huge issues with remaining a peaceful environment.

i also won a spelling bee when i was in year 5 (4th grade), and i used to do gymnastics and dance. my passion is political law, but my true dream job would've been a brain surgeon but i lack the confidence in doing so, but i dream of it daily..

asmr cracking so u get distracted and stay a while (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈) .....

dream roblox fits wasabi

fav things

my partner who

stuck through it all with me.. ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა

my cat whose a cyutiee~

loi, ed and ami (my 2 grounding friends and my partner)

sleeping

decorating

shopping

drawing

fav foods

not ordered..

lasagne, ravioli, avocado

shortbread, spicy ramen,

sour/gummy candy,

burgers, curly fries,

kimchi, pancakes, fried

chicken, cupcakes,

gooey eggs, full english breakfast, garlic bread, mochi, seasoned rice, (birria) tacos, guacamole, burrito, shrimp, pizza, cinnamon swirls, mac n cheese (even tho i cant have cheese..) salt and pepper chicken, shawarma, gyoza, red velvet cake, cheese sticks, prawn crackers, doritos, cherry pie (the ones i liked went out of business so i only like their version of it..), pistachio filled croissant, angel cake, beans and cheese in a yorkshire pudding, school cake.. tbc (more food will be added, im an avid foodie づ. ◟マ)